I’ve been calling “bullshit” on a lot of things lately because life as we know it is … unexpected… in a very I-knew-it-was-gonna-happen kinda way. We make up new philosophies in life to defend the way we live. I am always trying to find that divine connection in a world where divinity is getting harder and harder to conceive. The thought of a standardized divine law on every single human being that is emotionally, mentally and philosophically completely different from each other is getting more absurd. Me and you are not the same, but the laws imposed on us are undifferentiated, and so I call “bullshit” on everything that is homogenized and caught myself calling “bullshit” on everything that shows inequality. Could it be just me coming up with another excuse to allow myself to do the things that are not in line with what is preached? Could it be just me, wanting to be distinct, trying to get God’s attention? And who is this God? And what is this God? And again and again I hear blasphemy being called.

People are getting tired of thinking. And what pisses me off is not the fact that I feel like I am getting further away from the answer but the fact that people around me seem to be casually dismissing thoughts as if they could think forever. And the word I pray not to be used on me when I ask an opinion, the word that has continually making me squirm, the word that makes me hold my fist and my entire being from trembling is God forbid, the constantly misused word that is “whatever”.

PS: It is no longer an argument of philosophy, trying to find the ultimate truth of the universe. I am just fed up with the lack of opinions that people have. “Whatever” is not and never will be an opinion.